
I have been paralyzed by this fear of taking the lsat for 5+ years now.
I'm starting to think this level of anxiety is out of control. I have bought several books, even registered for a Kaplan course (that I did not complete due to fear and distraction)
When I do LR I get a lot of questions wrong even though I think they're right. Then 2-4 questions in (I'm getting 1/3 right) I get frustrated and give up.
Also, I need to do VERY well because my ugpa is 2.75 with lots of F's and repeats. (I was in a car accident and couldn't walk got F's the entire semester)
When reading questions, I'll completely space out and my mind will wonder. So I end up reading and re-reading questions over and over again. I have a lot of personal problems in life like PTSD, Anxiety, depression, and most likely undiagnosed ADHD.
I take care of my physically disabled grandfather and that might have something to do with it too.
I'm so angry at myself, I see people I've graduated with become lawyers, getting married and living their lives, and here I am in the same spot as 5 years ago.