Hey, so I get freaked when I take PTs all by my lonsesome self as well. No bueno, but I can relate. In short, I am a supreme worrier.
So, I am taking the test in December. Not ideal, but there ya go. Now, for your situation, you are not even out of college.
Ok... And you want to go to a top law school?
Well, I think you totally can. So, let's look at a few top ones:
Harvard 2015: 76% at least 1 year out of college
54% 2+ years out of college
Yale 2015: 19% directly from undergrad · 42% 1-2 years out · 38% 2+ years out
Stanford 2015: --- dang, couldn't find it.
Well- the point is that taking some time off isn't bad. I'm not saying to do it just because a majority of people do- but if you're planning for the long term- well, some time off to get a job, mature, be with family, travel, study, whatever... may be what's best to fulifll that goal.
Or- if that sounds horrible- then maybe December is right.
So, I've looked at some of your other posts, and it seems that this is not a last-minute test jitter freak out, but rather a culmination of freaking out that has accumulated to this post.
Dear me, how I can so relate. You are not alone.
Anyway- I would look at what your goal is- and what you are doing to get there- what needs to be done to get there and what you want to do.
I would look at the
purpose of taking the test this October- is it necessary to fulfill your goal for law school and a career? Is it because the idea of postponing makes you cringe? Telling people you had to postpone because you weren't ready/too stressed.. whatever (and, who cares by the way?-- but, yes, it's hard because we as people desire the approval of others)-Is it pressure from your family? Is it just self inflicted pressure? Is it pride?
Ya, a lot of questions- but when you're a lawyer some day I wonder if it will matter that you're 40 or 41 when you are sitting in your office...
I wish you the best of luck, and to ask yourself this question: "In view of my goals for the future, what is the wisest decision to make right now?"
This question works for a lot of things.
Good luck! You will figure all of this out
