Sorry for the confusion by using the word “sacrifice”, I couldn’t come up with appropriate expression at that time. I should have put in a different ways. And, I don’t literally feel sacrificing anything because I wouldn’t be studying if I feel that way.
As Crumpetsandtea and Pocahontas have pointed out, nothing will radically get me out from vicious circle, if I don’t act on it myself. I am the only one who can change the habit of my own, yes.
Thank you for pointing out and not being harsh.
The reason I asked this question because I work full-time in Japan.
I don’t know anybody in same situation around me.
This forum is the only place that I can explore.
I just wanted to get a grip how others do and visualize.
And all your comments did help for that. Thank you.
I get the idea how others do is irrelevant how I study.
But, you all shared lots of useful references, thank you
