As part of the five stages of grief, I thought I would finally post in this forum and acknowledge to myself and everyone else that I have have to retake the CBX. If anyone has a nice and witty way to tell their friends and family that they
failed the bar exam, I would love to hear it. I seriously can't stand the pity. I'm thinking of just not letting people know I'm taking it in February. It's bad enough to disappoint yourself, but when you have witnesses to your bar failure it just makes it worse.
So, like an Alon meeting, here's my breakdown.
1-60
2-65
3-55
4-55
5-50
6-55
PTA -60
PTB -65
Scaled Written: 1361.3310
Scaled MBE: 1317.0000
Total: 1345.8152 <---- nearly 100 points below the golden ticket
My name is FearNLoathing and I have failed the CA bar exam.
First, while I appreciate some people stating that they knew they passed and hit 65+ on their essays and we should all feel the same. *cough - bullshit*. Yep, I'm calling gigantic bullshit on that. I was shocked when I got my results back because I thought I KILLED the essays. Hell, Exam 2 was a modified previously administered CA essay from the 2000s that I recognized. I remembered the model answer my bar company provided for it on game day. So, yeah, I too thought I NAILED IT. How could anyone not if you remembered the model answer??!! And, yet I didn't. I thought I had a flawless Essay 1,2,5 -- surely one of them would get me above 70. Nothing.
So, I'm feeling rather angry and disgruntled. Either the graders didn't give a flying fuck or my bar prep company's (Not BarBri, Themis or Kaplan) essay answers sucked ass and therefore so do mine.
I'd love to hear what people would recommend with the above. I've already signed up for AdaptiBar and will be working tirelessly to get my MBE score way up -- I know there's room for improvement there. However, I don't know what to do about my essays (aside from signing up for Bar Essays) to get a fix on what the hell went wrong. I will admit that my headings were not issue statements. Rather, my bar company had told me to simply to ie. 1) NEGLIGENCE; A) duty B) breach C) Prox Cause D) Actual Cause E) Damages. However, I know I spotted all the issues in Essay 2 -- yet nothing. So what the hell??
I've contacted 1 tutor; however I'm reluctant to shell out another 4K. Any advice would be welcome --especially from those who finally passed the second time.