AspiringLawyer8818 wrote:Thank you both for your responses! I appreciate the insight. I do want to clarify by saying that my intent was not to minimize the extent of my transgressions or make excuses. My frustration really stems from the fact that I do not feel that my history is particularly exceptional. Most of my peers drank in the same manner as I did during college and I believe most students(or a significant portion of students) abuse alcohol during college. Unfortunately, I am the one that got caught. In some cases this was due to standing up for others, and in other cases I certainly displayed some attitude when dealing with the police. This was not out of spite or bitterness, but rather because I have always had an issue with those in positions of authority who abuse their power. In some part, this is what drove me to become an attorney. I'm sure many here who have had run-ins with the police can attest to this.
It just seems that the entire profession/committee has turned a blind eye to some very natural truths of development. A very very very significant portion of college students abuse alcohol and do stupid things during college. However, as people mature, they realize the error of their ways and change who they are and how they behave. I am proceeding with the programs as directed by my attorney, but am required to confess to my alcoholism or abuse issues. I have no problem with this course of action, but do think it is silly to admit these issues despite the fact that I only choose to have a glass of wine or beer with dinner these days.
In any event, I really appreciate the feedback.
I'm don't mean to come off as a killjoy, but given the number of attorneys with substance abuse issues it doesn't seem unfair to ask, IMO. I'm glad you're following your attorneys advice and that they can see a path to success for you.
While most of this may have occurred in college, something happened almost 7 years ago which may make them think that it's not all fully in your collegiate past?
Did you, at any point, do some kind of program? Is the point of the alcohol dependence screening to show that you no longer need a program? I would have thought your college would have allowed you to do a program instead of booting you?
Interalia is right, it's much harder to disbar an attorney than it is to refuse an attorney admittance. I suspect there is a higher due process bar for taking away the right to practice from an admitted attorney so the best shot they have is in the background check process.
I know of an attorney who a) basically "short term loaned" himself client funds, b) was involved in a bar fight and had to miss an appearance and c) showed up drunk to court. AFAIK he is still an attorney. Or at least he still was after the unauthorized client loan.
While the community service is a pain, it may have a silver lining because if your community service is legal you may make valuable contacts. Since your c&f is up in the air it doesn't seem like you'd get too many legal job offers, so maybe it's not such a bad thing to expose yourself to new contacts in the legal world. And I feel like there has to be some weekend/after hours community service option. Volunteering and community service seemed silly to me, but multiple people have gotten their jobs by going that route.