I really appreciate the extra feedback. I wondered how most "traditional" students seemed to know what they wanted to specialize in before taking any relevant classes or working/volunteering/interning in that practice group?
I recognize that I'm an "over-thinker" to begin with ... add to that I'm 40 yrs old and not dead-set on a speciality and it began to really hit hard that I was (seemingly) the only one undecided. With my background, I'm considering this an extension of my career not necessarily a 2nd or career "change" per se. But even within what I think will be my preferred areas, there's the possibility of lit v transactional, in-house v public v firm(any size, although I'm not chasing BL @45). I am hoping that a combination of courses and summer opportunities help it all to fall into place for me.
*side note, I fully understand the cost-benefit is typically negative for a 40 something yr old and I'm in a unique opportunity where that isn't a big factor for me. Essentially will have saved plenty to take off work for a few yrs and have tuition covered for the schools within reach. So while I appreciate the myriad of advice on the forums about associated cost of going back to school at my age, I dont need to be talked out of that at this point
