I'm not ready to drop out just yet, because my debt will only be 20k if I stick out the year and then decide. I got, as the thread title suggests, median(or slightly below) pwned. I've spent the first 2 weeks of the semester so far being fairly distracted and more trying to figure out what is wrong than diving straight into working hard the exact same way I used to.
What I did last semester: Read for each class in about 3-4 hrs a week while taking notes. Took decent notes in class, all without computer. Started outlining perhaps too late (Mid October for 1 class, early November for the other 2 BLL classes), took tons of practice tests(which had no sample answers) for one class, and hardly any for the others. Went over these tests with an equally confused study group, ended up not having time to run them by our professor. More or less made my own outlines, with the exception of one class where I really liked the structure of an old outline and took all the headings/subheadings off of it. Barely used a contracts supp. for a week when my study group was confusing me more than helping.
What I got last semester: Without going into exact grades, I got my lowest grade in that class I took tons of practice tests for. The classes I took no practice tests for I got higher grades. The class with the highest grade (civ pro) I did maybe half the reading and 100% made my own outline, which meant that I had to do the most synthesizing at the end between re-phrasing portions of the FRCP to fit together with class notes and examples.
What I think is wrong: I'm not that organized of a writer, and I probably did a lot of nervous brain dumping, I don't write well in the analytical sense? (Took a lot of creative writing, and my business classes cared next to nothing about structure). I only have one exam back right now(the rest are being processed), but there was more than one point deduction for excessive brain dumping. Haven't set up meetings with the other two professors yet.
What I'm currently doing, with some reservations: I gave up my reading while taking notes. I book brief or don't take notes at all. At the end of each week I've been throwing the notes onto the computer, and I imagine I'll have a monthly reorganization to slowly put the structure of the outline together, plus to review. I'll probably start looking into supplements that test individual sections by next week, and practice tests from the professors by another month? I'll do the writing assignments much earlier, and actually meet with the writing professor.
This leaves me a lot more sanity than before, as far as law school no longer feels like its taking over my life and sapping my sleep (I have about 1.5 hrs to commute, both ways, 5 days a week, due to personal reasons) by making me work all my waking hours. I might actually go out to bar review this semester. But I'm worried, given that one thread about someone who completely shirked reading the casebook and didn't do better until she read, that this will only make me do much worse, instead of any better.
Although fwiw, the 3l tutor I met with suggested that I was sinking if not ungodly hours, too much time into class preparation and to cut down to 1 hr per class, before class. Not sure if I'm doing it right, based on his suggestions.
Finally, I don't want to drop out of law school just yet because even though I felt socially isolated (due partly to my commuting life) and overworked last semester, law is fascinating and I have many nerdy moments being excited by the intricacies. I also enjoyed what pro bono projects I've done so far. While I wasn't SURE this was the career for me before I started, now I find myself hard pressed to consider anything else as a better fit.