You may be right, but not for the reasons you might think. My biggest concern is my slow reading rate. I'm reading the Examples and Explanations books that correspond with my classes to get a head start. On a good day, I can only read about 60 pages. And that's with nothing else to do. If that's not good enough, then I'm not going to make it.Brut wrote:i think you have expectations that aren't in line with reality here
I haven't worked in decades. I'm a big, overgrown trust fund baby. I don't have an answer to the "What do you do?" question. "Er, uh....." I've become somewhat isolated, though this may be a function of my personality. I took an online Asperger's test and scored well into the "probably has it" range. I've had interesting hobbies, like taking a couple years to learn tenor sax, jazz theory. But nothing really meaningful. I hang out at my wife's gym, hoping trouble makers will come in so I can toss them out. Not literally of course. If it gets beyond the getting in their face stage I call 911. I'm bored in life.
I did a volunteership with the PD office in SF and that was the most fun I've had in years. We took four months, two in pre-trial and two in trial, to put an (alleged) murderer back on the street. That whole experience was very worthwhile.
Priorities:
75% Pass the California bar, the hardest bar in the country. When you're a trust fund baby, you're thought of as a nincompoop. I understand that. I think of other trust fund babies as nincompoops. You have to prove yourself otherwise by achieving difficult, challenging objectives. I know people who have gone through law school, failed the bar at least once, and gave up.
20% Having fun in law school. Correspondence won't be fun. I want to intermingle with actual people, smell their perfume, jostle with them, etc. You don't get that from a computer screen. If the professor ridicules me for not knowing fine points, that's ok. I can handle it. I know it'll be tough going for a sustained period. I've never done anything continuously for four years. It took me eight years to get through undergrad because I needed so many breaks.
5% Getting a job. If I manage to get a few clients, great. If not, oh well.
0% Worrying about money. Total non-issue. No loans necessary.
I understand that GGU and USF don't have inter-regional reach, but I might want to take the bar somewhere else, for the same reason I want to take it here in CA. Given that money doesn't matter, it just seems strategically unsound to go to a non-ABA school. I know GGU is at the low end, prestige-wise, but two things: Any ABA school is a good school (I think). And, if they have a little bit of an inferiority complex, maybe this is a good thing. I don't want to be subjected to stuck-upedness at any age, especially as an old guy. I can handle being ridiculed by the professor. What I can't handle is seeing poopy expressions on twenty-somethings' faces directed at me.
No offense taken about the "old people" lowdown. This is a good dose of reality, and I understand it. Old people generally suck, but there's nothing I can do about that so why worry.
I hope this wasn't too much information. You guys have been cool and, in all sincerity, very helpful. You seem curious about my motivations, so, welcome to my world