rcharter1978 wrote:blaze1306 wrote:So I had myself a good ol' fashioned panic session Thursday. After making another mistake on yet another Corporation and LLC question and seeing how much I still have to go (secured transactions, biz orgs, future interest, commercial paper, agency, etc)...I wonder how in the blue hell I am going to do this.
Of the friends I know only 60% passed the first time. I cant afford to do this more than once. Granted there were a number of different circumstances...but this seems impossible. If I get three essay subjects I am weak in and have a brain fart on some MBE I'm screwed.
And I have been studying since February.
I'm trying to power through these blues but this UBE is crazy.
First off -- think of all the morons you know that are attorneys.....they passed the bar exam....and they are dummies. You are not a dummy, so you CAN pass this exam. Its not insurmountable, not even for dummies. So you can do this.
Second -- I think sometimes law students are absolute perfectionists. So many are A+ personalities that want to get everything right. Thats not really how the bar exam works, you have to get a LOT of stuff right, but you don't have to get every, single, tiny, itsy bitsy thing right. You just gotta get a lot of it right. So if you're trying to memorize every teeny, tiny detail because you want to do everything right, it may be time to relax that thinking. Someone else said....and I truly believe....thats its more important to understand the "why" behind the rules rather than to just try to coldly memorize the rules. If you can understand the "why," in a bind you can just sort of cobble together some sort of rule you make up because you understand the meaning of the rule.
Third -- the likelihood of you getting THREE subject that you know NOTHING about is as likely as you getting three subjects that you know everything about.
Fourth -- let me give you my wall of cliches. Do what you can....no one can expect anything more from you. Don't focus on the mountain, focus on the step ahead of you. Every journey begins with a step. Hang in there.
I took the bar 4 times- twice in NY and twice in NJ. During my first attempt in NY (February 2014), I was so nervous that I got sick and couldn't finish the exam. In my second NY attempt (July 2014), I was curb stomped. When I saw the exam, my mind froze and I forgot almost everything that I learned. I scored a pathetic 580 and my MBE was 118.6. And to make matters worse, most of my friends passed on their first attempt. They were getting these jobs in the prosecutor's office and legal aid firms. Meanwhile, I got kicked out of an internship because I flunked the NY bar. It got so bad that I had to shut down my Facebook account just so I wouldn't get jealous of my friends. I was so ashamed that I stopped going to family Easter and Christmas dinners. I even wrote a letter of apology to my school Dean for lowering the school's bar passage rate.
After realizing that I simply didn't have what it takes to pass the NY bar, I decided to take Jersey. This was awkward since I lived in NYC my entire life and I went to law school in NYC (CUNY). Before the February 2015 NJ bar, I was apprehensive. And to make matters worse, I wasn't feeling well in the weeks before the exam. I remember taking a freezing cold NJ Transit train to New Brunswick. I felt like I was heading to the Auschwitz death camp. Day 1 was the MBE. I thought I got every question wrong. I didn't even want to return for Day 2. I reluctantly did so and just went through the motions. The last essay was this hard as hell contracts essay. I basically gave up halfway into the essay.
I flunked the February 2015 NJ bar. However, this time I at least put up a fight. You need 133 to pass in Jersey. I got a 126- 123.2 on the MBE and 127.8 on the essays. That was despite the fact that 6 out of the 7 essays that I wrote was bullcrap. The only fact pattern I understood was torts.
I felt like crap. To make matters worse, some people I knew said that I should stop trying to be a lawyer and to pursue other career options. And if that didn't suck enough, the student loan bills kept coming. I had to beg for a deferment. I was unemployed and a three time loser. Not to sound cliché, but I said to myself that if I'm going to go down, I'm going to go down swinging.
I had already blown thousands of dollars on Barbri, Adaptibar, and other miscellaneous bar prep materials that didn't work. I refused to give Barbri anymore of my money. I didn't take their course for a 4th time. However, I used some Barbri books that I purchased on Amazon to make my own outlines. I also got the large Kaplan book, the Holy Grail of bar prep. I also found a used book of NJ essays. And I used the Ameribar essay graders. I couldn't afford the full Ameribar course, but anything is better than nothing.
I literally outlined every NJ essay since the year 2000- nearly 150 fact patterns. I tried to prepare for every possible scenario. The Ameribar graders used old NJ essays. However, they were MUCH tougher graders than the actual bar examiners. Nevertheless, their constructive criticism helped. As for the MBE's, I simply did a lot of them. However, I was more concerned with knowing the material than the amount that I completed. When I got something wrong, I tried to understand why and to rectify the mistake by going over the relevant concept. I also looked for patterns in the various types of questions and answers of the MBE. I eventually realized that my Achilles Heel was Contracts, Property, and Civ Pro. With that in mind, I decided to go through the motions in those aforementioned subjects BUT study EXTRA hard for Torts, Crim, Con Law, and Evidence. I figured that if I scored in the upper-120's or higher on the MBE then I could pass based on the essays. My strategy worked.
I studied every day, including July 4th. However, on Sundays, I only studied half of the day. Up until the last two weeks, I studied 6 hours a day on weekdays, 7 hours on Saturdays, and 4 hours on Sundays. During the last two weeks, I ate, slept, showered, and studied. I was studying when I was half asleep at 2 AM.
On the day of the exam, I was too desperate to be scared. I wasn't exactly confident, but I knew that it was do or die. It was game 7 of the World Series. I gave the exam everything I had. As expected, I struggled with Property, Contracts, and Civ Pro. However, I did fairly well with the other MBE subjects. And on day 2, with the exception of the Property essay, I felt confident in all of my answers. I literally went line by line looking for every possible issue.
On November 5, 2015, I found out that I passed the July 2015 NJ bar. It was the best day of my life.
Give this exam everything that you have, but don't go crazy in doing so. Use a systematic approach. Do every essay possible and do as many MBE's- and make sure you understand the correct answer. Channel all of your fear into adrenaline. And picture yourself getting an email months later saying that you passed.