Unbearable pressure to take Feb13 LSAT.. kind advice anyone?
Posted: Wed Jan 30, 2013 4:07 am
It is actually quite embarassing to admit all this, but I will be honest and let it all out.
I have been studying on and off for LSAT for about a year.
Yes a year is a long time, and I understand that almost no one studies for the LSAT for that long.
Quite frankly, I cannot say that I have studied to my fullest, but I have tried very hard and improved a lot.
I started with a diagnostic score of 145.
I am now PTing on average of 160. So this means that I have increased my LSAT score by 15 points.
My goal is to get 165+, and I do not think that this is impossible. (On average, I am getting -4 on LG, and there is a plenty of room to improve on LR and RC)
I originally intended to take the LSAT in October12, pushed it back to Feb13, but now I am considering pushing it back again to June13.
A part of me is saying that since I will be applying for 2014 JD anyway, "rushing" the test knowing that I am not 100% ready is not worth the risk and is quite pointless.
However, another part of me is yelling at me not to postpone the test any further, just take it and rather have an option to cancel it since a single cancellation on the LSAT won't really hurt that much. This option would give me the psychological incentive of knowing that I have not delayed the test, grant me with an experience of what a real experience of LSAT is like, and give me a sense of "accomplishment" at having done the real LSAT. BUT yet again, taking the LSAT knowing that you will cancel it anyway seems utterly unreasonable..
Less than 2 weeks remaining until the test, and I am still PTing 5 points below my target score.
God knows what could happen -- I might even score lower than my average PT score.
I know that I am not fully ready, I know that I can improve, but I just hate to see myself postponing the test again.
For the past couple days, I have been crying myself to sleep looking back at how much time I have spent on studying for the LSAT and still not close to getting my target score.
I also cannot stand the pressure of my family.
I hate that look of my parents.. I mean what will they say when I tell them that I've postponed the exam again?
It's almost 3AM in the morning and I know that I am getting unnecessarily emotional, but this is how I feel and I just cannot decide on my own.
This may be a ridiculous question to many of you, but I sincerely want an honest and respectful advice from fellow LSATers.
Any advice will be greatly appreciated.
Thank you for your time in reading such a ridiculously long ramble.
I have been studying on and off for LSAT for about a year.
Yes a year is a long time, and I understand that almost no one studies for the LSAT for that long.
Quite frankly, I cannot say that I have studied to my fullest, but I have tried very hard and improved a lot.
I started with a diagnostic score of 145.
I am now PTing on average of 160. So this means that I have increased my LSAT score by 15 points.
My goal is to get 165+, and I do not think that this is impossible. (On average, I am getting -4 on LG, and there is a plenty of room to improve on LR and RC)
I originally intended to take the LSAT in October12, pushed it back to Feb13, but now I am considering pushing it back again to June13.
A part of me is saying that since I will be applying for 2014 JD anyway, "rushing" the test knowing that I am not 100% ready is not worth the risk and is quite pointless.
However, another part of me is yelling at me not to postpone the test any further, just take it and rather have an option to cancel it since a single cancellation on the LSAT won't really hurt that much. This option would give me the psychological incentive of knowing that I have not delayed the test, grant me with an experience of what a real experience of LSAT is like, and give me a sense of "accomplishment" at having done the real LSAT. BUT yet again, taking the LSAT knowing that you will cancel it anyway seems utterly unreasonable..
Less than 2 weeks remaining until the test, and I am still PTing 5 points below my target score.
God knows what could happen -- I might even score lower than my average PT score.
I know that I am not fully ready, I know that I can improve, but I just hate to see myself postponing the test again.
For the past couple days, I have been crying myself to sleep looking back at how much time I have spent on studying for the LSAT and still not close to getting my target score.
I also cannot stand the pressure of my family.
I hate that look of my parents.. I mean what will they say when I tell them that I've postponed the exam again?
It's almost 3AM in the morning and I know that I am getting unnecessarily emotional, but this is how I feel and I just cannot decide on my own.
This may be a ridiculous question to many of you, but I sincerely want an honest and respectful advice from fellow LSATers.
Any advice will be greatly appreciated.
Thank you for your time in reading such a ridiculously long ramble.