Have a predicament, in need of advice!
Posted: Tue May 03, 2011 4:21 am
Well, it's 4 AM and I can't sleep because of the anxiety this is causing me, so I figure I'll post it here and hopefully get some advice. Going by how helpful this board has been in the past, I'm sure someone will be able to help me.
I graduated from Vanderbilt in the Fall of 2009 with a 3.39 GPA. I took the December LSAT that semester, and I did not really study for it at all; no prep course and just took a few practice tests on my own. I ended up with a 162. The schools that I was looking at were mostly in the T14, and if not, the T20, so I didn't even bother applying to any schools that year because I knew my GPA/LSAT combo was not high enough.
Fast forward to now, I've just been living at home and working, but I decided to give the test another shot and actually study this time. I know that if I devote myself to studying, I can raise my score significantly.
Here is my problem: I had originally planned to take my 2nd LSAT this June. I started studying around the end of February, but not as earnestly as I would have liked or hoped. I just kept putting it off, procrastinating. Working full-time definitely put a damper on studying as after what was sometimes a 9 hour day at work, I could not bring myself to do more work. Now it's May, the LSAT is barely a month away, and I don't feel confident at all that I can get the score I want to (170+).
I have been studying, but not really a lot, and this entire past week I've done nothing. I have all the PowerScore Bibles and I was planning on going through those, in detail, and then just taking practice test after practice test. I am halfway through the Logic Games book, and about 1/5 through the Logical Reasoning book (and that's my worst section). I do extremely well on RC so I haven't even started that book yet. Overall, I've taken about 5 practice tests, and my scores range from 162-168. However, I haven't taken a practice test in about a couple months.
I just don't think a month is enough time for me at this point. I let the studying go by the wayside too much and now I think I just want to take the October test. I wanted to take June for a number of reasons: early apps, have the summer to relax, etc. But I don't want to run the risk of taking the June test, screwing up and not getting that much higher than my first test, and having to take it a third time. At this point, I'd rather cut my losses, and actually start studying for the October test for real, RIGHT NOW. Then I could just tackle a chapter a day in the Bibles, take it slow, really get the techniques down, and then by September, or perhaps even earlier, just start hammering practice tests.
I feel like at this point, if I wanted to take the June test, I'm going to have to cram a ton, and that is just stressing me out and putting a lot of pressure on myself. I even quit my job in April because I told them I needed to study for this and I couldn't be working. Well, I did quit, and now I just sit at home and don't study. Terrible. In addition, I feel that whatever your goal score is, you need to be PTing above it consistently because on test day, any surprises that come your way might throw you off, but if you have been scoring above your goal, anything that brings you down will just bring you down to your goal. So if I want a 170, I want to be getting 173s on my practice tests. I can't be scoring 168 and say "Oh, I'll make up those 2 points on the real thing" because chances are, I will probably LOSE 2 points on the real thing. Just my thoughts.
So, my question is: Is it that big a deal to just take the October test? I've read varying things on what 3 LSAT scores looks like on your application, if it has any negative consequences, etc. I would really rather not have 3 scores. I'd rather just hit a home run on one try. If I decide on October, then I could set a study plan for myself and hopefully actually follow it. I know from what I just wrote, it's easy to say "Well, you didn't study last time, why would you this time?" And to that I say that my entire life, I've left things to the last minute: all of high school, all of college. It's just how I work. But I realize that October is really my last shot, and I can't screw around, so I will do it. (I pray).
So, I ask you, many of whom are more knowledgeable than I, what should I do?
I graduated from Vanderbilt in the Fall of 2009 with a 3.39 GPA. I took the December LSAT that semester, and I did not really study for it at all; no prep course and just took a few practice tests on my own. I ended up with a 162. The schools that I was looking at were mostly in the T14, and if not, the T20, so I didn't even bother applying to any schools that year because I knew my GPA/LSAT combo was not high enough.
Fast forward to now, I've just been living at home and working, but I decided to give the test another shot and actually study this time. I know that if I devote myself to studying, I can raise my score significantly.
Here is my problem: I had originally planned to take my 2nd LSAT this June. I started studying around the end of February, but not as earnestly as I would have liked or hoped. I just kept putting it off, procrastinating. Working full-time definitely put a damper on studying as after what was sometimes a 9 hour day at work, I could not bring myself to do more work. Now it's May, the LSAT is barely a month away, and I don't feel confident at all that I can get the score I want to (170+).
I have been studying, but not really a lot, and this entire past week I've done nothing. I have all the PowerScore Bibles and I was planning on going through those, in detail, and then just taking practice test after practice test. I am halfway through the Logic Games book, and about 1/5 through the Logical Reasoning book (and that's my worst section). I do extremely well on RC so I haven't even started that book yet. Overall, I've taken about 5 practice tests, and my scores range from 162-168. However, I haven't taken a practice test in about a couple months.
I just don't think a month is enough time for me at this point. I let the studying go by the wayside too much and now I think I just want to take the October test. I wanted to take June for a number of reasons: early apps, have the summer to relax, etc. But I don't want to run the risk of taking the June test, screwing up and not getting that much higher than my first test, and having to take it a third time. At this point, I'd rather cut my losses, and actually start studying for the October test for real, RIGHT NOW. Then I could just tackle a chapter a day in the Bibles, take it slow, really get the techniques down, and then by September, or perhaps even earlier, just start hammering practice tests.
I feel like at this point, if I wanted to take the June test, I'm going to have to cram a ton, and that is just stressing me out and putting a lot of pressure on myself. I even quit my job in April because I told them I needed to study for this and I couldn't be working. Well, I did quit, and now I just sit at home and don't study. Terrible. In addition, I feel that whatever your goal score is, you need to be PTing above it consistently because on test day, any surprises that come your way might throw you off, but if you have been scoring above your goal, anything that brings you down will just bring you down to your goal. So if I want a 170, I want to be getting 173s on my practice tests. I can't be scoring 168 and say "Oh, I'll make up those 2 points on the real thing" because chances are, I will probably LOSE 2 points on the real thing. Just my thoughts.
So, my question is: Is it that big a deal to just take the October test? I've read varying things on what 3 LSAT scores looks like on your application, if it has any negative consequences, etc. I would really rather not have 3 scores. I'd rather just hit a home run on one try. If I decide on October, then I could set a study plan for myself and hopefully actually follow it. I know from what I just wrote, it's easy to say "Well, you didn't study last time, why would you this time?" And to that I say that my entire life, I've left things to the last minute: all of high school, all of college. It's just how I work. But I realize that October is really my last shot, and I can't screw around, so I will do it. (I pray).
So, I ask you, many of whom are more knowledgeable than I, what should I do?