Drilling well, but not PT'ing as well?
Posted: Mon Sep 20, 2010 7:14 pm
I've gotten to the point where if I do a drill of LR sections under timed conditions, I usually only get -1 per section. I will usually do two LR sections back-to-back, and get -0 or -2 as a total score.
However, whenever I do a PT, I will usually do twice as worse, averaging about -5. And I know it's not really due to mental fatigue, because often, LR will be the first section, and I'll get -3 or -4 wrong.
These drills have informed me that I have the full capacity to ace LR sections. However, I have not come close to doing so on a PT. The expected answer might be that it's due to mental fatigue, but even when there shouldn't be any fatigue - such as when the LR section is the first section of a PT, I do noticeably worse on a PT than on a drill. I'm starting to think it's because I just don't like PTs. They take up almost 4 hours of my time, and they don't count for anything. It's not that I don't want to do my very best on PTs, because I really do, but in my head, I just don't think I can give it my all.
I'm just frustrated because with my LR drilling, I feel like I should be doing better on LR than I currently am. I know that I can get every single question right. So why is it that when it's PT time, I blow it? I pretty much have to plan my day around my PTs, and I usually just get pissed off at the end because I never seem to do as well as I'm capable of. I can't help but think of my SAT prepping. On test day, I scored 50 points above my highest, and about 100 points above my PT average.
If I'm acing drills, should I remain reasonably happy and not let my comparatively disappointing PTs get me in a bad mood?
However, whenever I do a PT, I will usually do twice as worse, averaging about -5. And I know it's not really due to mental fatigue, because often, LR will be the first section, and I'll get -3 or -4 wrong.
These drills have informed me that I have the full capacity to ace LR sections. However, I have not come close to doing so on a PT. The expected answer might be that it's due to mental fatigue, but even when there shouldn't be any fatigue - such as when the LR section is the first section of a PT, I do noticeably worse on a PT than on a drill. I'm starting to think it's because I just don't like PTs. They take up almost 4 hours of my time, and they don't count for anything. It's not that I don't want to do my very best on PTs, because I really do, but in my head, I just don't think I can give it my all.
I'm just frustrated because with my LR drilling, I feel like I should be doing better on LR than I currently am. I know that I can get every single question right. So why is it that when it's PT time, I blow it? I pretty much have to plan my day around my PTs, and I usually just get pissed off at the end because I never seem to do as well as I'm capable of. I can't help but think of my SAT prepping. On test day, I scored 50 points above my highest, and about 100 points above my PT average.
If I'm acing drills, should I remain reasonably happy and not let my comparatively disappointing PTs get me in a bad mood?