Please help a repeat taker
Posted: Sun Nov 26, 2017 8:40 pm
I have graduated law school 6 years ago and never really mustered the courage to take the bar.
I originally signed up for the Virginia bar, but did not feel ready, so I postponed it twice. I then took the New York bar, but failed by 10 points. I have not studied since and honestly don't know how much I remember.
I wanted to seek the advice of other students who perhaps have the same study habits as me. I have read enough forums to understand that you don't need to know EVERYTHING to pass, you only need to know enough to pass. The truth is that I have never been a good test taker. Under pressure, I crack like a whip and I cannot BS my way to couple points. I am the type of person who needs to go into the test confident, knowing that I've absorbed all the letters of the law. I realize that it's impossible to do, but that's how I mentally prepare. The moment I hit an essay question that I don't know, I freeze and then I start going into the "I failed" mode.
I have taken both Barbri and Themis. I've literally watched every lecture, outlined all the notes from the outlines, and studied. I get hung up on the differences between Barbri and Themis (which one is right?) and when I answer a question that I did not put on my outline, I freak out and start adding it to my outline. I therefore end up with 50 pages outlines that are as long as the books themselves. I end up with too much information that it's impossible for me to memorize.
I used to run out of time outlining, and when I do questions and get them wrong, it's demoralizing. I have no motivation to go forward so I postpone.
I'm not looking for a pity party, just really looking for constructive feedback as to how I can get myself out of this vicious cycle. I don't know if there's anyone out there like me, but I'd love to hear how you were able to get over the sheer amount of information, know which one to retain, and how to eventually pass.
I originally signed up for the Virginia bar, but did not feel ready, so I postponed it twice. I then took the New York bar, but failed by 10 points. I have not studied since and honestly don't know how much I remember.
I wanted to seek the advice of other students who perhaps have the same study habits as me. I have read enough forums to understand that you don't need to know EVERYTHING to pass, you only need to know enough to pass. The truth is that I have never been a good test taker. Under pressure, I crack like a whip and I cannot BS my way to couple points. I am the type of person who needs to go into the test confident, knowing that I've absorbed all the letters of the law. I realize that it's impossible to do, but that's how I mentally prepare. The moment I hit an essay question that I don't know, I freeze and then I start going into the "I failed" mode.
I have taken both Barbri and Themis. I've literally watched every lecture, outlined all the notes from the outlines, and studied. I get hung up on the differences between Barbri and Themis (which one is right?) and when I answer a question that I did not put on my outline, I freak out and start adding it to my outline. I therefore end up with 50 pages outlines that are as long as the books themselves. I end up with too much information that it's impossible for me to memorize.
I used to run out of time outlining, and when I do questions and get them wrong, it's demoralizing. I have no motivation to go forward so I postpone.
I'm not looking for a pity party, just really looking for constructive feedback as to how I can get myself out of this vicious cycle. I don't know if there's anyone out there like me, but I'd love to hear how you were able to get over the sheer amount of information, know which one to retain, and how to eventually pass.