0L but I think my question belongs here
Posted: Fri May 31, 2013 2:19 pm
So, I got a mediocre performance review this year at my job and I'm really disappointed and worried for my future. I am starting law school in the fall, but I want to make sure I learn the right lessons from this experience, so I don't repeat the mistakes in the future when, fingers crossed, I start my legal career. (Yes I am a 0L but I don't think this belongs in the Ask a Law Student forum.)
This past year, I wanted to get ahead and have more responsibility and ownership at work. Due to circumstances out of my control, I ended up being moved from the team I was on to a new team. The new team was already halfway through a major phase of operations, and all the good work had been doled out long ago. Fast forward 6 months after I joined the new team: I have no ownership over anything impressive. I do good work, but I don't have anything I can point to that proves I'm a rockstar. It's especially disappointing considering I had been a rockstar and go-to on my previous team and got an extremely high rating/raise.
I then start to feel desperate and flail about, especially since I got a midyear performance review that was, as expected, mediocre. It mentioned that I had no real ownership over anything, as expected. So I end up volunteering to take ownership of 2 tasks that came down the pipeline, just so I could put my name to something. I thought I could do them and impress people. Turns out I couldn't. They were total boondoggles and I failed. Turns out, there was a reason no one else had already taken ownership of these tasks...they were impossible to do well and involved getting zero credit for many long nights of work. I gambled and it blew up in my face.
So, after this tl;dr, here is my question. Is this a common situation in a law firm? How do you get ahead at work without shooting yourself in the foot? How do you pick tasks when you have no idea whether they will help you get ahead or completely tank you? Is it better NOT to take risks at all, and just tread water for a year when you're stuck in a position like this? In retrospect, I think I should have seen the writing on the wall when I joined my new team, and petitioned to join a different team or something instead. But what if that wasn't an option? I've seen this sort of thing happen to people in the past, but all of them ended up missing a promotion in a crucial year as a result, and then they quit and got new jobs. Is that the only option? If luck plays a huge part in this stuff, what is it that you CAN do to help yourself advance?
I'm feeling totally burned by my failures and totally hopeless about my future in the law. The job I have now obviously doesn't matter in the long run, but law is supposed to be my real career. If the same thing ends up happening to me there, I don't know what I would do. I really need help.
This past year, I wanted to get ahead and have more responsibility and ownership at work. Due to circumstances out of my control, I ended up being moved from the team I was on to a new team. The new team was already halfway through a major phase of operations, and all the good work had been doled out long ago. Fast forward 6 months after I joined the new team: I have no ownership over anything impressive. I do good work, but I don't have anything I can point to that proves I'm a rockstar. It's especially disappointing considering I had been a rockstar and go-to on my previous team and got an extremely high rating/raise.
I then start to feel desperate and flail about, especially since I got a midyear performance review that was, as expected, mediocre. It mentioned that I had no real ownership over anything, as expected. So I end up volunteering to take ownership of 2 tasks that came down the pipeline, just so I could put my name to something. I thought I could do them and impress people. Turns out I couldn't. They were total boondoggles and I failed. Turns out, there was a reason no one else had already taken ownership of these tasks...they were impossible to do well and involved getting zero credit for many long nights of work. I gambled and it blew up in my face.
So, after this tl;dr, here is my question. Is this a common situation in a law firm? How do you get ahead at work without shooting yourself in the foot? How do you pick tasks when you have no idea whether they will help you get ahead or completely tank you? Is it better NOT to take risks at all, and just tread water for a year when you're stuck in a position like this? In retrospect, I think I should have seen the writing on the wall when I joined my new team, and petitioned to join a different team or something instead. But what if that wasn't an option? I've seen this sort of thing happen to people in the past, but all of them ended up missing a promotion in a crucial year as a result, and then they quit and got new jobs. Is that the only option? If luck plays a huge part in this stuff, what is it that you CAN do to help yourself advance?
I'm feeling totally burned by my failures and totally hopeless about my future in the law. The job I have now obviously doesn't matter in the long run, but law is supposed to be my real career. If the same thing ends up happening to me there, I don't know what I would do. I really need help.