How to Deal With Depression Over Bad Grade
Posted: Sat Jun 29, 2019 7:54 am
Hello,
I am a rising third year law student currently doing an internship in criminal defense. I want to become a public defender. Last semester, I had an exam that required us to draft motions as well as answer a second law review style analytical questions about a case. I devoted a lot of time to writing the motion and making sure my arguments and motions were strong. I was confident my professor would be pleased with the motions I drafted. Unfortunately, I didn't spend a lot of time devoted to answering the second analytical question but I did answer it. My professor ended up giving me a "C", and stated that there was a huge disparity between the quality of arguments I used in the motions and the answers to the analytical questions. She stated my motions were very proficient and professional whereas my answer to her second question was very shallow, unprofessional, replete with typos and sloppy.
I re-read my answer to the second question and she is absolutely right in her assessment. The problem I had was that I was just so focused on making sure my Motions were perfect and I didn't devote as much time to her other question. By the time I was writing my motions, I was exhausted and was rushing through the other answer. I know what I did wrong and what I can do to improve.
Nonetheless, I am having a hard time coping with the "C" I received and I worry about it for my future job prospects. I've done several criminal defense internships with positive evaluations from my supervisors. I have drafted several motions, argued before the court on motions, and done bail hearings. When I apply for public defender positions, do you think they will prioritize this over my bad grade?
I am a rising third year law student currently doing an internship in criminal defense. I want to become a public defender. Last semester, I had an exam that required us to draft motions as well as answer a second law review style analytical questions about a case. I devoted a lot of time to writing the motion and making sure my arguments and motions were strong. I was confident my professor would be pleased with the motions I drafted. Unfortunately, I didn't spend a lot of time devoted to answering the second analytical question but I did answer it. My professor ended up giving me a "C", and stated that there was a huge disparity between the quality of arguments I used in the motions and the answers to the analytical questions. She stated my motions were very proficient and professional whereas my answer to her second question was very shallow, unprofessional, replete with typos and sloppy.
I re-read my answer to the second question and she is absolutely right in her assessment. The problem I had was that I was just so focused on making sure my Motions were perfect and I didn't devote as much time to her other question. By the time I was writing my motions, I was exhausted and was rushing through the other answer. I know what I did wrong and what I can do to improve.
Nonetheless, I am having a hard time coping with the "C" I received and I worry about it for my future job prospects. I've done several criminal defense internships with positive evaluations from my supervisors. I have drafted several motions, argued before the court on motions, and done bail hearings. When I apply for public defender positions, do you think they will prioritize this over my bad grade?