Seeking Post-Clerkship Advice
Posted: Wed Sep 20, 2023 11:58 pm
I could really use some advice, I feel like I have an important decision to make soonish and am really struggling to be decisive.
Class of 2021. T14 graduate, worked in NYC biglaw a year after graduating, finishing up a Circuit 9/2/DC clerkship in March/April. From the south but most of my friends/family live in Phili/NYC now (which is where I would like to land).
When I left my biglaw firm before starting my clerkship, I had no intentions of going back. I didn't hate it (I did a lot of pro bono and was pretty selective in what I chose to work on), but I felt like I was wasting my time there. I went to law school because I loved policy/politics, public speaking and wanted to be in a courtroom. I only ended up going to biglaw because that's what most of my classmates were doing and it seemed like a low-risk decision at the time (and a good way to pay off loans). I figured a CoA clerkship would also give me a lot of opportunities going forward.
Fast forward, my loans are nearly paid off, but I'm unsure what the next step is when the clerkship ends in April. I would love to go the public interest or politics route but I'm having trouble finding a job that interests me, is hiring people with less than three years experience, hiring this far out, or is in a city I could see myself living in (I've applied to a few ACLU-type positions to no avail).
At this point, it seems like perhaps the best move is to go back to my old firm in April, collect the bonus/save more money, get another year of experience under my belt, and keep my eyes open for other opportunities. The thing is, I'm worried that if I go back, complacency habits will kick in and what starts off as a year could turn into five unhappy and unsatisfying years. I'm also worried that too many years in Biglaw will close public interest doors; PI employers might forgive a year in BigLaw pre-clerkship, but how much more? It seems like a lot of successful PI lawyers put their dues in early. Is it time to put in mine?
I also have connections to a state public defender office where I could get a lot of trial experience and will almost certainly have tons of fun trying cases. Besides comments from friends and family that it would be crazy not to do another year in biglaw before bolting, I have my own reservations about going the PD route. While criminal justice is a passion of mine (and my law school activities/pro bono matters reflect that), one aspect I appreciated about law firm work and my current clerkship is the diversity of cases/areas of law I get to work on. I'm genuinely excited to learn about a new area of law for a case. I'm not sure I can see myself only working in criminal procedure over the long term, even though I might really enjoy it the first year or two.
I recognize this is a good problem to have. I also realize that these preferences/interests are likely irreconcilable, but I'm worried about making the wrong decision right now, especially if that decision will foreclose my ability to make a change later on.
Any thoughts would be appreciated!
Class of 2021. T14 graduate, worked in NYC biglaw a year after graduating, finishing up a Circuit 9/2/DC clerkship in March/April. From the south but most of my friends/family live in Phili/NYC now (which is where I would like to land).
When I left my biglaw firm before starting my clerkship, I had no intentions of going back. I didn't hate it (I did a lot of pro bono and was pretty selective in what I chose to work on), but I felt like I was wasting my time there. I went to law school because I loved policy/politics, public speaking and wanted to be in a courtroom. I only ended up going to biglaw because that's what most of my classmates were doing and it seemed like a low-risk decision at the time (and a good way to pay off loans). I figured a CoA clerkship would also give me a lot of opportunities going forward.
Fast forward, my loans are nearly paid off, but I'm unsure what the next step is when the clerkship ends in April. I would love to go the public interest or politics route but I'm having trouble finding a job that interests me, is hiring people with less than three years experience, hiring this far out, or is in a city I could see myself living in (I've applied to a few ACLU-type positions to no avail).
At this point, it seems like perhaps the best move is to go back to my old firm in April, collect the bonus/save more money, get another year of experience under my belt, and keep my eyes open for other opportunities. The thing is, I'm worried that if I go back, complacency habits will kick in and what starts off as a year could turn into five unhappy and unsatisfying years. I'm also worried that too many years in Biglaw will close public interest doors; PI employers might forgive a year in BigLaw pre-clerkship, but how much more? It seems like a lot of successful PI lawyers put their dues in early. Is it time to put in mine?
I also have connections to a state public defender office where I could get a lot of trial experience and will almost certainly have tons of fun trying cases. Besides comments from friends and family that it would be crazy not to do another year in biglaw before bolting, I have my own reservations about going the PD route. While criminal justice is a passion of mine (and my law school activities/pro bono matters reflect that), one aspect I appreciated about law firm work and my current clerkship is the diversity of cases/areas of law I get to work on. I'm genuinely excited to learn about a new area of law for a case. I'm not sure I can see myself only working in criminal procedure over the long term, even though I might really enjoy it the first year or two.
I recognize this is a good problem to have. I also realize that these preferences/interests are likely irreconcilable, but I'm worried about making the wrong decision right now, especially if that decision will foreclose my ability to make a change later on.
Any thoughts would be appreciated!