Pretty Sure I've Pissed Off a Senior Associate
Posted: Thu Feb 25, 2016 1:58 pm
Conversation and possible apology, obviously; but, not sure what else I should do.
I'm a junior Biglaw associate; bill ~2400/yr; 75-80% of my work comes from one particular senior associate ("X"). As X has been training me, X made pretty clear that X wants to know what other assignments I've been tasked with. I've proceeded always to (I felt) respond immediately and enthusiastically with a "yes" and a list of other projects X or others have assigned to me - both as a reminder, and as a pulse check in case another junior associate is not getting sufficient hours. As a Junior, I fully recognize partnership is a LONG way off; however, given my background and skillset, I believe X's specialty is my most likely path to get there. I've communicated this desire to X as well as my perceived need to work with many different associates and partners to develop a breadth of experience and knowledge. And, I regularly accept work from others in order to advance my learning. As a result, sometimes my list of other projects can be lengthy.
Recently, my work has been drying up from X. I also have been asked by managing partner to transition away from X's work and into two partners' work. I'm excited for the opportunity and definitely feel like the experience will fill in some of my skill gaps; however, I feel like there are hurt feelings I need to assuage -- possibly my exodus from X is from X's request because of a perceived lack of desire to continue working for X because I'm detailing other obligations.
So, what say you? We are a small enough group that a conversation is necessary to mitigate any potential misunderstanding, but I haven't dealt with "hurt feelings" in a long time. Maybe I'm just overthinking it and my junior paranoia is coming out.
I'm a junior Biglaw associate; bill ~2400/yr; 75-80% of my work comes from one particular senior associate ("X"). As X has been training me, X made pretty clear that X wants to know what other assignments I've been tasked with. I've proceeded always to (I felt) respond immediately and enthusiastically with a "yes" and a list of other projects X or others have assigned to me - both as a reminder, and as a pulse check in case another junior associate is not getting sufficient hours. As a Junior, I fully recognize partnership is a LONG way off; however, given my background and skillset, I believe X's specialty is my most likely path to get there. I've communicated this desire to X as well as my perceived need to work with many different associates and partners to develop a breadth of experience and knowledge. And, I regularly accept work from others in order to advance my learning. As a result, sometimes my list of other projects can be lengthy.
Recently, my work has been drying up from X. I also have been asked by managing partner to transition away from X's work and into two partners' work. I'm excited for the opportunity and definitely feel like the experience will fill in some of my skill gaps; however, I feel like there are hurt feelings I need to assuage -- possibly my exodus from X is from X's request because of a perceived lack of desire to continue working for X because I'm detailing other obligations.
So, what say you? We are a small enough group that a conversation is necessary to mitigate any potential misunderstanding, but I haven't dealt with "hurt feelings" in a long time. Maybe I'm just overthinking it and my junior paranoia is coming out.