Shot Myself in the Foot By Lateral Transferring/Need Advice
Posted: Fri Jun 28, 2013 4:26 am
I am a rising 3L at a good regional school (School B) that transferred from a decent regional school (School A) of about the same rank (essentially a lateral transfer). My grades at my first school were good - while I have distanced myself from the first school as much as I can, I know that after my second semester 1L year my cumulative GPA would have put me at the top 15-20%. I transferred because I did not care for the school, saw myself working in the region of my current school, and was worried about being permanently shoehorned into the region of School A. I probably should have aimed higher when I was transferring, but I didn't think I had any hope of getting into a t14 and knowing that I absolutely WANTED to transfer, I'd rather transfer to a school that was actually in a region I had ties to.
I did NOT have a job my 1L summer. Part of that had to do with me making the decision to transfer (and which is what I tell everyone who asks about why I didn't), but a lot of it had to do with the fact that I simply didn't have any offers on the table. A lot of people, including my own CSO, talked about a "limbo" for students who were above the top 25% percent or so but below the top 5% where people were getting shut out of jobs with firms for one reason or another, and those same people were getting shut out of the non-paying jobs as well because they "ASSUME" that those higher-ranked students would find another job and recant or just blanket-bid everything at OCI. I was also told by a few people that big firms in the area had an incredibly strong preference for people who went to undergrand in the area, which I did not. I don't know how true any of that is, but I knew two people, both of whom had much better undergrad credentials than I but were in the same law school grade percentile who were shut out 1L year as well. But at the time I had a belief that getting good grades would make things fall into place - and when things weren't working I pushed the panic button and transferred - expecting that I'd be able to snag a transfer spot on law review and keep my grades at/above the level they were already at with a clean slate.
Needless to say, nothing has really worked about this transfer decision thus far. During fall OCI I got 3 interviews, 1 which was interviewing ALL transfers, 1 which was a nonprofit I didn't care about at all, and 1 which I would have loved but was pulled as an alternate and was pretty sure from about 5 minutes of that interview I had no chance at. I didn't get a positive response from my numerous other attempts at finding a summer job through other methods. I do have a summer job now, but it's a minimum wage job not in a firm that gives me absolutely 0 chance of future employment and hardly even allows for a chance to build up useful contacts. I didn't get law review, and didn't bother with a secondary journal because I were told they were "jokes." But even worse than that, my grades are about median here, and ABSOLUTE best case scenario I graduate in the top 1/3 (which would require about ~33 credit hours of very high grades), worst case scenario I'm stuck right around median.
The whole reason I transferred is because I was 100% sure I wanted to live and work in this region - but after a disappointing and morale crushing year, I may just end up going back to the VERY REGION I TRANSFERRED FROM TO BEGIN WITH simply because I have 1-2 job leads there as opposed to 0 here, and if I am facing taking a bar arbitrarily, neither of them are particularly good. (That's not to say I might not get some job lead here in the next year, but that seems dubious, as I wasn't really swimming in offers when my grades were good, and now they aren't.) So I'd be facing going back to a region that I wanted to get out of because of its smallness and insularity, with a J.D. from another region, with worse grades than I had before I left. The alternative is I stay here in this region, which also doesn't have the most booming legal market, and attempt to get something outside of SHITLAW in the hopes of one day getting into a midsize firm, knowing that the few number of big firms here hire very small numbers of people with much better credentials than mine will ever be.
I need some kind of plan for this coming 3l year. Should I just resume-dump, leave my GPA off, and hope that someone finds a transfer riveting enough to want to talk to me? The one shining point I had were my 1l grades, which kind of seem to be moot now because I stunk it up as a 2l. I don't really HAVE anything else to put on a resume. What the hell do I do? Every day I read the Vale of Tears thread and look forward to the future. I have a single job lead back in the region I left, and if that doesn't pan out (and I have lost all hope in a lucky bounce ever falling in my court), I have absolutely NOTHING on paper to offer anyone.
I'm not looking for reassurance or false hope - if I would have worked harder, I probably wouldn't be in this position. It isn't a pity party. But some advice would be nice. I am also sorry I worded so much of this so obtusely, but my anonymity would be easily compromised if I spilled more details. If you're interested in knowing more, I will shoot you a PM if you let me know.
I did NOT have a job my 1L summer. Part of that had to do with me making the decision to transfer (and which is what I tell everyone who asks about why I didn't), but a lot of it had to do with the fact that I simply didn't have any offers on the table. A lot of people, including my own CSO, talked about a "limbo" for students who were above the top 25% percent or so but below the top 5% where people were getting shut out of jobs with firms for one reason or another, and those same people were getting shut out of the non-paying jobs as well because they "ASSUME" that those higher-ranked students would find another job and recant or just blanket-bid everything at OCI. I was also told by a few people that big firms in the area had an incredibly strong preference for people who went to undergrand in the area, which I did not. I don't know how true any of that is, but I knew two people, both of whom had much better undergrad credentials than I but were in the same law school grade percentile who were shut out 1L year as well. But at the time I had a belief that getting good grades would make things fall into place - and when things weren't working I pushed the panic button and transferred - expecting that I'd be able to snag a transfer spot on law review and keep my grades at/above the level they were already at with a clean slate.
Needless to say, nothing has really worked about this transfer decision thus far. During fall OCI I got 3 interviews, 1 which was interviewing ALL transfers, 1 which was a nonprofit I didn't care about at all, and 1 which I would have loved but was pulled as an alternate and was pretty sure from about 5 minutes of that interview I had no chance at. I didn't get a positive response from my numerous other attempts at finding a summer job through other methods. I do have a summer job now, but it's a minimum wage job not in a firm that gives me absolutely 0 chance of future employment and hardly even allows for a chance to build up useful contacts. I didn't get law review, and didn't bother with a secondary journal because I were told they were "jokes." But even worse than that, my grades are about median here, and ABSOLUTE best case scenario I graduate in the top 1/3 (which would require about ~33 credit hours of very high grades), worst case scenario I'm stuck right around median.
The whole reason I transferred is because I was 100% sure I wanted to live and work in this region - but after a disappointing and morale crushing year, I may just end up going back to the VERY REGION I TRANSFERRED FROM TO BEGIN WITH simply because I have 1-2 job leads there as opposed to 0 here, and if I am facing taking a bar arbitrarily, neither of them are particularly good. (That's not to say I might not get some job lead here in the next year, but that seems dubious, as I wasn't really swimming in offers when my grades were good, and now they aren't.) So I'd be facing going back to a region that I wanted to get out of because of its smallness and insularity, with a J.D. from another region, with worse grades than I had before I left. The alternative is I stay here in this region, which also doesn't have the most booming legal market, and attempt to get something outside of SHITLAW in the hopes of one day getting into a midsize firm, knowing that the few number of big firms here hire very small numbers of people with much better credentials than mine will ever be.
I need some kind of plan for this coming 3l year. Should I just resume-dump, leave my GPA off, and hope that someone finds a transfer riveting enough to want to talk to me? The one shining point I had were my 1l grades, which kind of seem to be moot now because I stunk it up as a 2l. I don't really HAVE anything else to put on a resume. What the hell do I do? Every day I read the Vale of Tears thread and look forward to the future. I have a single job lead back in the region I left, and if that doesn't pan out (and I have lost all hope in a lucky bounce ever falling in my court), I have absolutely NOTHING on paper to offer anyone.
I'm not looking for reassurance or false hope - if I would have worked harder, I probably wouldn't be in this position. It isn't a pity party. But some advice would be nice. I am also sorry I worded so much of this so obtusely, but my anonymity would be easily compromised if I spilled more details. If you're interested in knowing more, I will shoot you a PM if you let me know.