Past experience casting doubt on future plans
Posted: Tue Aug 14, 2012 12:22 pm
I worked for a lawyer for about a year and I have to say, I absolutely hated it. At first it wasn't so bad, it was kind of neat to go downtown and interact with professionals (just doing your basic legal assistant grunt work). Soon though I began to dread the job. It was incredibly stressful, every single little detail was something that my boss would tear into me for if anything went wrong, no matter if I was actually the reason it went wrong or not. it was not uncommon for directions given to me to be very vague/incomplete/messy and actually asking for clarification could earn me a insults/scolding. Needless to say, the environment was very tense because she constantly berated and belittled her main legal assistant and to a lesser extent everyone else. I remember one instance she was on the phone with another attorney and she apparently didn't like how the attorney was talking to her so she took her cell phone and threw it across the office. Also billing was just a horrendous pain in the ass. We had to keep track of every 6 minute block of time and bill it either to clients or to her which, while incredibly annoying and difficult when you are swamped and not able to jot down everything you're doing, it had the added benefit of a bi-monthly audit of your acitivities in the office. This kind of behavior wasn't uncommon. If a mistake was made, something had to be redone, something took longer than she wanted it to (and often her changing directions mid-way through or just outright forgetting what she actually told you to do was the cause of these setbacks), you can bet you were going to get a belittling, scornful e-mail about it. I dreaded opening up my inbox because it seemed like no matter how hard I worked or tried, I could be sure I was going to be chewed out.
I'm here just to gripe, it's been a few months since I worked there (quit for another job) but I still look back on my previous job and remember the stress and how much I disliked it. I'm wondering if my experience is just because I happened to get a very high maintanence boss or if this is what I should expect of my ensuing legal career. I should also add I made $10/hr, a decent college-job rate, but it didn't seem enough for what the job was expecting of me and mileage was only re-imbursed if I more or less demanded it be (drove at least 20 miles every day between the office and the court house but only out-of-town trips were reimbursed without resistance.)
Does this seem like it was a crap job that isn't actually the norm or does it sound like I just need to grow tougher skin/find a different career path? I admittedly don't take personal insults or being belittled well, I come from a long line of people making bad life decisions based off of pride, but this seemed excessive.
I'm here just to gripe, it's been a few months since I worked there (quit for another job) but I still look back on my previous job and remember the stress and how much I disliked it. I'm wondering if my experience is just because I happened to get a very high maintanence boss or if this is what I should expect of my ensuing legal career. I should also add I made $10/hr, a decent college-job rate, but it didn't seem enough for what the job was expecting of me and mileage was only re-imbursed if I more or less demanded it be (drove at least 20 miles every day between the office and the court house but only out-of-town trips were reimbursed without resistance.)
Does this seem like it was a crap job that isn't actually the norm or does it sound like I just need to grow tougher skin/find a different career path? I admittedly don't take personal insults or being belittled well, I come from a long line of people making bad life decisions based off of pride, but this seemed excessive.