Senior deciding whether to withdraw due to anxiety
Posted: Mon Mar 22, 2021 12:35 pm
I'm a second semester senior who planned to graduate in the Spring, apply to law school in August/September, and work a job I had set up for the next year in the meanwhile. My LSAT is 175 (FLEX though) and my gpa is 3.6ish. However, this semester I've had an intense amount of anxiety culminating in my missing a couple of weeks of class straight and some very important assignments. It started with an overwhelming fear of death maybe exacerbated by the pandemic that made it hard to focus or sleep and spread to a fear of handing in a particular couple of big assignments and then spread to a fear of attending class at all (no doubt related to not handing in assignments). I have had anxiety my whole life but it hasn't been this bad since early high school. I'm due to see a psychiatrist soon, but am wondering about what I should do—withdraw due to illness, and delay my plans and have the obvious negative of my having withdrawn, or continue on and get pretty bad grades my final semester of college. I have already dropped one class and switched another to pass fail in an attempt to lighten my load but the anxiety hasn't gotten any better.
Honestly, at this point I haven't resolved the issue at all, much less to the extent that I'm not sure it won't happen again, but on the other hand withdrawing and graduating late seems like it has such extreme downsides that it might be worth it to push through, especially if they can get me on tranquilizers or something similar that will allow me to stop panicking at the mere thought of going to class in the short term. If I do withdraw to take time to get help, can I just call it a medical problem and leave it at that? Would it be better for me to work/volunteer while taking time off or not? I feel like over the course of the last month or so I've destroyed everything I've worked on the past few years. Any advice welcome.
Honestly, at this point I haven't resolved the issue at all, much less to the extent that I'm not sure it won't happen again, but on the other hand withdrawing and graduating late seems like it has such extreme downsides that it might be worth it to push through, especially if they can get me on tranquilizers or something similar that will allow me to stop panicking at the mere thought of going to class in the short term. If I do withdraw to take time to get help, can I just call it a medical problem and leave it at that? Would it be better for me to work/volunteer while taking time off or not? I feel like over the course of the last month or so I've destroyed everything I've worked on the past few years. Any advice welcome.