Freaking out about my GPA
Posted: Tue May 24, 2016 11:48 pm
I'm coming from a school ranked in the top 15 of the North (according to US News) but has a high acceptance rate, so I know I'm already sort of at a disadvantage here not coming from a top national university.
When I was a freshman, my parents insisted I major in physics. I hated physics and I hated math but I did it anyway because I didn't have any other idea of what to major in. I was a terrible student because I had no desire to succeed because I hated my schedule, my classes, and my environment. I wound up failing calculus and getting an overall GPA of about a 2. I didn't even do well in my gen eds because I just didn't try at all. I did a complete 180 the following semester because I finally decided to major in something that matches my passion, environmental science. I didn't care what career path I'd wind up pursuing because all I cared about was doing something with the environment. Second semester I pulled off a 3.7 GPA, even though I was only in 1 environment class and the rest were gen eds. When I realized how perfect a career as an environmental lawyer would be for me and how badly I wanted to go to a top 10 law school, I really threw it into overdrive.
Now I'm a (rising) senior with a 3.74 cumulative GPA. I've tried talking to my dean to see if I could at least get the F class on my transcript stricken (so that the LSAC wouldn't calculate it into my GPA) but was politely rejected. I'm stuck with this GPA. However, I scored a 173 on the LSAT in February. I can't stop kicking myself for how I messed up my fall semester of freshman year, because I feel like I ruined my chances so early on.
I'm still going to apply to all the top schools I've had my heart set on (including Harvard), but my anxiety over this is unreal. Over the years I've never really spent too much time looking into all of What Law Schools Look For, I've just prioritized doing well. I know a 3.74 isn't a "bad" GPA and coupled with my LSAT score I'm at least a competitive candidate; but since law schools admissions are so driven by numbers, what are the chances that they look at how that very first semester greatly misrepresents my grades in college (without the F alone, I'd have close to a 3.9) and don't snub me for having a GPA so below the 50th percentile? All of my dream schools (Harvard, Chicago, Penn, and with the exception of Columbia) have such high median GPAs that I don't come close to.
When I was a freshman, my parents insisted I major in physics. I hated physics and I hated math but I did it anyway because I didn't have any other idea of what to major in. I was a terrible student because I had no desire to succeed because I hated my schedule, my classes, and my environment. I wound up failing calculus and getting an overall GPA of about a 2. I didn't even do well in my gen eds because I just didn't try at all. I did a complete 180 the following semester because I finally decided to major in something that matches my passion, environmental science. I didn't care what career path I'd wind up pursuing because all I cared about was doing something with the environment. Second semester I pulled off a 3.7 GPA, even though I was only in 1 environment class and the rest were gen eds. When I realized how perfect a career as an environmental lawyer would be for me and how badly I wanted to go to a top 10 law school, I really threw it into overdrive.
Now I'm a (rising) senior with a 3.74 cumulative GPA. I've tried talking to my dean to see if I could at least get the F class on my transcript stricken (so that the LSAC wouldn't calculate it into my GPA) but was politely rejected. I'm stuck with this GPA. However, I scored a 173 on the LSAT in February. I can't stop kicking myself for how I messed up my fall semester of freshman year, because I feel like I ruined my chances so early on.
I'm still going to apply to all the top schools I've had my heart set on (including Harvard), but my anxiety over this is unreal. Over the years I've never really spent too much time looking into all of What Law Schools Look For, I've just prioritized doing well. I know a 3.74 isn't a "bad" GPA and coupled with my LSAT score I'm at least a competitive candidate; but since law schools admissions are so driven by numbers, what are the chances that they look at how that very first semester greatly misrepresents my grades in college (without the F alone, I'd have close to a 3.9) and don't snub me for having a GPA so below the 50th percentile? All of my dream schools (Harvard, Chicago, Penn, and with the exception of Columbia) have such high median GPAs that I don't come close to.