Defeatism
Posted: Fri Jan 31, 2014 10:05 am
Greetings,
As a quick background, I'm signed up to take the LSAT next weekend. I started prepping almost a year ago. I originally wanted to take the LSAT last June, but decided to put it off when my average was still only around 160. The issue, primarily, was that I couldn't finish any of the sections to save my life. I got close in LR, but never even got to the last game in LG or the last passage in RC.
I decided in August that I'd hire a tutor to help me prep for the LSAT in October. I did so, knowing that I was taking 20 hours of tough classes that semester. I realized by September that it was a bad idea. I was STILL testing around 160 (still again due to timing), and classes were starting to pick up. I was too stressed by the end of the month to keep up both prep and classes, so I decided to put the LSAT off to December. Well, November rolls around and the same thing happens again. Take a few more prep tests, still test in the same range, get too stressed out by classes, and decide to postpone to February.
My logic was simple: I was graduating in December, didn't have any major commitments through February, and would thus be able to devote my time exclusively to the LSAT. So in January I start again. I only have a few more prep tests left by this point after taking so many and doing so many drills. But even with the extra time and effort put in, even with the tutoring, my scores are still around 160. I still can't finish any of the sections.
After nine months, I still haven't budged a bit. The sad thing to me is that if I could fix the timing problems I'd easily be testing around 170, but it's just not happening. I can't seem to speed up to save my life. Even more, it's taken a huge hit on my motivation, and my scores are starting to plummet as a result. I've set a high expectations of myself with regards to which law schools I'm willing to go to, and scores in this range just wouldn't do it (given my GPA isn't exactly near a 4.0 either). It's making me question whether law school is really where I should be. All because of the LSAT.
Has anyone else had experiences like this? And for those who have had problems this bad with timing, were you able to fix it? I'm thinking it's probably not a good idea to take the LSAT next week with all this happening too. Do you agree?
Thanks,
As a quick background, I'm signed up to take the LSAT next weekend. I started prepping almost a year ago. I originally wanted to take the LSAT last June, but decided to put it off when my average was still only around 160. The issue, primarily, was that I couldn't finish any of the sections to save my life. I got close in LR, but never even got to the last game in LG or the last passage in RC.
I decided in August that I'd hire a tutor to help me prep for the LSAT in October. I did so, knowing that I was taking 20 hours of tough classes that semester. I realized by September that it was a bad idea. I was STILL testing around 160 (still again due to timing), and classes were starting to pick up. I was too stressed by the end of the month to keep up both prep and classes, so I decided to put the LSAT off to December. Well, November rolls around and the same thing happens again. Take a few more prep tests, still test in the same range, get too stressed out by classes, and decide to postpone to February.
My logic was simple: I was graduating in December, didn't have any major commitments through February, and would thus be able to devote my time exclusively to the LSAT. So in January I start again. I only have a few more prep tests left by this point after taking so many and doing so many drills. But even with the extra time and effort put in, even with the tutoring, my scores are still around 160. I still can't finish any of the sections.
After nine months, I still haven't budged a bit. The sad thing to me is that if I could fix the timing problems I'd easily be testing around 170, but it's just not happening. I can't seem to speed up to save my life. Even more, it's taken a huge hit on my motivation, and my scores are starting to plummet as a result. I've set a high expectations of myself with regards to which law schools I'm willing to go to, and scores in this range just wouldn't do it (given my GPA isn't exactly near a 4.0 either). It's making me question whether law school is really where I should be. All because of the LSAT.
Has anyone else had experiences like this? And for those who have had problems this bad with timing, were you able to fix it? I'm thinking it's probably not a good idea to take the LSAT next week with all this happening too. Do you agree?
Thanks,