suppy183 wrote:Hand wrote:Sorta worried I might not be able to return to being a productive, focused human being after half a year of non-stop pure slacking
Yeah, I've definitely thought about this. Makes me wonder if I'll be able to handle a lifetime of a profession filled with workaholics. To be fair though, all this slacking is making me kind of miserable, and I'm looking forward to having a goal to work towards. I just suck at getting myself to do things without external motivators.
I also don't think slacking off all the time in the end is really making things better, but when what you do feels intrinsically worthless, and there is no reason whatsoever to do put in any effort except the hope that I might feel a little less shitty about my day were I to work a little harder, it's really, really hard to get myself to do anything. Ugh. At least it's Friday.