sunynp wrote:Maybe you are slightly depressed? Maybe some therapy will help. You might be disappointed about your hard work not translating to the grades you expected to get.
Definitely starting to think that I'm getting depressed. I feel unmotivated, and my self-confidence is at an all time low. I keep thinking that as soon as I land a job for the summer, I'll have some sort of redemption. But I'm starting to wonder if getting a job is really going to get me out of this, because I think it goes deeper than this. I think I've developed slight insomnia during the week, and then sleeping 12 hours a day on the weekends or days when I don't have to get up early for class. I think the anxiety comes from 1) not having a summer job and 2) not knowing what I am going to do if I am still at median by the end of 1L. I really don't want to be screwed over for OCI. To think I had planned on transferring after this year... ha.
I will probably look into therapy soon.