Anonymous User wrote:I don't have money though. And nothing but a steady job will work because I have a lot of expenses including credit card debt I racked up over the summer to keep myself eating food. My dad sent me some money now but he said he can't send anymore. I have just enough to get through August. Maybe September. I know it sucks but I decided if I can't find a job by the end of August I'm going to have to commit suicide. I don't know any other way out. All those jobs you just listed, I don't even know if I'm qualified for any of them, and for the ones that I might be, they wouldn't nearly cover living expenses in this city, even if I shared a closet with 20 other people.
I'm going to be hustling like crazy this month to get something, it's my only chance
You need to talk to someone about how you're feeling. Go to a counselor, a friend, your dad, a neighbor, PM someone on here (I will absolutely talk with you and so many others will too), whoever you trust. We have all down moments but we will survive. There is public assistance, bankruptcy, whatever, to get by until you find a job. Plus you can always work retail. While not ideal, it will pay at least for food and a roof.
You are more important, and defined by more, than a job or how much money you make or have. You have value in simply being alive. Please seek help so you realize that and see your value.